frustrations

today, so far, is a why day... one of those days that you constantly find yourself asking, "why?" like why all of the attractive men in austin can only be found riding the bus... or why limewire will let me download samba music, but apparently it doesn't consider salsa to be its own genre... better yet, why can't there exist a nice apartment near campus that's affordable so that i don't have to ride the bus for one and a half hours every day? why isn't there a decent coffee shop near my apartment? why is it 96 degrees outside, but i have a cold? and why has my professor sent me and my classmates on a wild goose chase to find an article in a journal that secretly doesn't exist?